A little
over a month into the semester the auditorium for History of the Second Dimension
was a lot quieter than it had been on the first day. Sanders was sitting in what had become his
usual spot near the front of the room. The other students were either waiting
quietly for the professor or having hushed conversations.
The door
opened and Professor Banister walked into the room with his satchel over his
shoulder and the large stack of papers that was the student’s first essay. He
set them down on the front table. “I have finished grading your first papers.
Please note that I graded rather generously and commented on improvements I
expect to see from now on. For those of you that are asked to do so, please
come see me after class, my office hours are in the syllabus. After you get
your paper we are done with class for the day, please use your time wisely and
review your work.”
Without
another word Bannister left the room. The students waiting until the door shut
behind him before rushing the front of the room to get their papers. Sanders
waited for the mob to clear out. When he left his chair there were only a few
papers left on the front table. He found his and looked it over. There was a
red C– on the first page. Below it
was a note ‘Very thorough paper but there
is no drive, no statement. You’re just reciting the events that happened when you
should be exploring why and how they happened. Please see me during my office
hours.’
Sanders moved back to his
chair and shoved the paper in his bag, zipped it up, threw it over his shoulder
and left the room.
Professor
Banister’s desk was a monument of essay’s and paperwork. Each class had its own
stack of assignments waiting to be graded and returned to their creators. His
tiny castle wall of papers left just enough room for a desk lamp that lit what
little actual work space he afforded himself. He was grading an essay with a
red pen, making notations and commenting at the bottom of the page, giving
further research direction. A knock at the door paused his pen. “Come in.” He
automatically replied.
Sanders
entered the tiny office, leaving his hand on the outside door knob. “You wanted
to talk to me about my paper?” He asked.
Bannister
looked up from his work and immediately recognized Sanders. “Yes I did Mr.
Sanders, please come in and have a seat.” He motioned to the chair on the
opposite side of his desk. Sanders closed the door set his bag beside the chair
and sat down. “You’re a targeting and terrain management major aren’t you?”
Banister asked.
Sanders
nodded. “Yes sir.”
Bannister
leaned back in his chair. “Then why take history of the second dimension
instead of Study of the 3rd Dimension with Malcolm Evans?” He asked.
Sanders
shrugged his shoulders. “I felt like I needed to get outside my major for a
while.” He answered.
Banister
nodded. “And this class turned out to be more work than you expected?” He
asked.
Sanders
nodded. “A lot more.” He clarified.
Bannister
sat up right again. “You’re a shitty liar kid.” Sanders was shocked but kept
quiet.
Bannister stabbed his finger into one of his taller stack of essays. “I
don’t have an assistant genius. I grade ever one of these English junkyards
myself. Your paper stood out like a sore thumb.” He chastised him.
Sanders
cleared his throat. “That was, descriptive.”
Banister
sat back in his chair again. “So was your paper. So enlighten me as to why you
wrote a perfect paper that asked no questions, made no statements and drew no
conclusions.”
Sanders
didn’t flinch “It’s all original work, I didn’t plagiarize anyone or anything.”
Banister
shook his head. “That wasn’t my point and you know it. You write about the history
of two dimensional games like you grew up during that era, and yet your paper
shows no bias. You’re a TTM major so why take this class at all if you’re not
passionate about the subject matter?” He demanded.
Sanders shrugged
his shoulders. “Honestly I just wanted a chance to get to know you.” He
answered.
Banister
was thrown for a loop. “Why not just introduce yourself?” He asked.
Sanders
gestured to the office. “You’re a professor in the 2D era, I’m a TTM major. Without
this class I don’t have a reason in the world to even walk into this building
much less start a conversation out of the blue with a tenured professor.” He explained
Bannister
raised an eyebrow. “Conversation about what?” He asked.
“Your
career” Sanders replied.
Banister
pointed to the essays all over his desk. “You’ve seen the last fifteen years of
my career right here, and every time you sit in my class.
Sanders
shook his head. “I mean your other career.”
Banister
glared at Sanders “Is that what all this has been about?” He accused. “Figured
you would try to dig up some gossip before you graduate?”
Sanders
shook his head. “No. This is about me asking as friend and a student about your
life before you became who you are today.” He clarified.
Banister
leaned his chair back. “Whelp, sorry to burst your bubble kid, the story is
nothing but a rumor and even if it wasn’t it would still be none of your damn
business.”
“It’s
either a rumor you wish was true or a truth you’re trying to forget. You can
lie to everyone but yourself.” Sanders offered.
Bannister
almost exploded out of his chair. “You keep running your mouth and I’m libel to
flunk you right out of my class!” He yelled.
Sanders
sighed and grabbed his bag. “I didn’t mean to antagonize you.” Banister straightened
himself up. “I was kind of hoping we could actually be friends.” He finished.
Bannister
glared at him again. “I don’t need any friends kid, I need A papers from you, from now on.”
Sanders
nods sadly and stands up. “You can shut me out professor, but I hope you don’t”
He stated.
Bannister
wanted to explode again, but he kept his cool, sort of. “Give me one good
reason I should trust you? So far you’ve been nothing but a pain in my ass. I
have every right to drop you on yours!”
Sanders opened the door a crack and turned around. “The past burns us all from the inside out professor. We either have to let it go or perish in the fire. I’m just trying to be a sympathetic ear.”
There’s a moment of silence. Bannister is stunned. Sanders leaves and closes the door quietly behind him. Alone again in his office with his thoughts Bannister starts tapping his pen on his desk.